(Verse 1: TM)

Ayo

I feel so distant
Distant from myself
Distant from reality
From what I once felt
Like I'm trying to fill a void
With the masses far in front of me
I'm hiding in the shadows
From the sun shining down on me
I'm so distant from my family
Distant from my peers
But I never seem distant
From my very worse fears
It's the ones I hold dear
They seldom remain close
Why am I so distant
From the things I love most?
I can't boast
I got nothing to brag about
Sometimes I wanna go to the rooftops
And shout
Just let it all out
But I keep it locked within
Free myself from this cage
Separate the sin
When I let this all begin
I was distant from the past
Now I'm retracing my steps
With a magnifying glass
There's a Phoenix in the Ash
One day he'll rise again
Distant no more
With the help of a good friend

(Chorus: TM x ED)
In my plane
(In my plain)
Here you are
(Here you are)
There I am
(There I am)
I remember your smile
And the rain
All around
Separates us
Just one more mile
Now I'm falling down
Just crashing
For you
Through the stratosphere
The glass was fogged, condensing
But now I see
It's all too clear

(Verse 2: LKD)

Yo
They'd rather I kick the bucket
Then help me kick the habit
With nonviolent priors
It's the briar patch for the rabbit
Back-stabbed by my family
'Cause apparently I'm trash
Inherent addictive personality
From my dad's past
But inherently I'm fucked up
More than anything my parents be
It seems everyone's addicted
To the hero in me
Leaving marks on my arm, I'm heartless
Track my progress down the spiral of darkness
To get processed
Selling crack to these rich kids
God as my witness
We got grievances and knowledge
But our class is dismissed
Kill 'em slowly with the business
Or end it with a quick shiv
No twelve step religion
Gonna save you from that glass dick
Hazardous lifestyle, material excess
Leave you shaking and sweating
Like Lance Armstrong at a piss test
Resting bitch face with a necklace
Made of fish heads
Selling cess to pessimistic friends
That resist arrest
Hang a upside down flag in my window
'Cause we in distress
Snitches send me to jail real quick
Federal express
All walls of this cesspit closing in
I need an exit
Might regret severing this connection
But fuck it, I'm angelic
I'm in heaven

(Chorus: TM x ED, LKD)

(Verse 3: TM)

As I sit back
And kick you these phonics
I'll tell you 'bout a girl I met in Virginia
Navajo Pocahontas
She seemed honest, shy at first
On some Hinata flow
She asked my name
And we clicked from the jump
Geronimo
Nineteen, never really been with a woman
On some '03 Adolescence shit
And fuck your assumption
But this was 2011
I'm working at my first job
Steady crushin'
Either that or steal from the reverends
No repercussion
Buss it
I hit her up on my cellular
Nervous as fuck
Heartbeat irregular
You got this, Tommy
Be a gentlemen
Be thoughtful and clever
And when the time comes
Beat it up like Mayweather
You the champ, go fucking get her
We hold hands
She says "I never been with a man, go easy"
Told her "I understand, it's a promise, girl"
Best believe me
I lay her down in the grass
She slipping off her panties
I'm rolling up my sleeves
Shaky hands, palms are clammy
Toss the jimmy on, I'm goin' in
You couldn't question
Her moans fill the air
I'm hoping we don't get arrested
Protection starts slipping off
Now my dick is soft
We had our fill
That run of the mill coitus, y'all
We dress up
I walk her back to her residence
Tell her goodnight and in my life
She's relevant, end story, predicate
Time passes, classes over
Now it's Christmas leave
I get a text at the airport
It's filled with reprieve
We got too carried away
At the last session
My rubber vanished inside her
Now she says she's pregnant
I'm asking what she wants to do
And she's got no idea
I ship out to Afghanistan
Our hearts are filled with fear
Months pass, she gets married
No communication
I get a message in the desert
At the base where I'm stationed
She's heartbroken
Said she felt lost and alone lately
I ask "what's going on?"
She said she lost the baby
I told her I was so sorry
Because I couldn't be there
And even though she's married
I love her, and really still care
Long distance is a bitch
An even shittier mistress
I put my soul on the track
Like I'm sprintin'
Most of y'all will just dismiss this
Yeah, lil k
God as my witness
Love you Nikki
The rest of you fuckers
Suck my dick

Bitches